CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
i shouted like in such a controlled volume that it isnt even as loud as gina talking,
AND NOW I DAMAGED MY VOICE AGAIN!
i think my voice is damn lousy!
ARGH.
i decided to give up my bicul,
yeah,
cos its like,
i know i appear very happy when i say i want bicul,
but i was only trying to be happy abt it,
cos its not my choice, not me and i HATE it!
infact, i'm literally crying deep down inside.
and i rly cant fool myself, so yeahs.
I HATE CHINESE,
I DO I DO I DO.
and i cant imagine me taking bicul.
yes.
♥ 5:14 AM