you know what, after all the oh-i-am-such-a-cool-dude-around-you attitude. perhaps, i must say that i'm a sis, a ELDER one somemore. maybe its time i changed, and set an example for my brother. for he, afterall, is chstarting to act like me. and i think his attitude was adopted from me. yes, i ought to do something now. now or never yeah? now i saw the real damage of my actions on him, and i rly dk how to react, what to say, what to do, how to change. and you know what, i'm flattened.